what is happening??why is my stuff shifted to the right??

I think I need a vacation...because all my friends are coach potatoes and broke!!!I have to do it alone:( any volunteers to come with me??okay at first I though I want to go to Europe..but I don't think I have that much money...and I like to go with someone not just alone..so now I just want to do a Canadian Tour..YEYYYYYYY...okay the places that have told me are good are Montreal and Quebec City..Victoria in BC...and Ottowa..okay I don't know..so let see what my travel agents will find me;)I most likely will go on the Quebec city one...any ways I hope the whole thing would cost less than $700...otherwise!!!

today is just going to be resume here...resume there....;)...has it ever amazed you how you have changed within a few years? well I realized that yesterday...I have been talking to this new friend and he keep on sending attatchments of poetry and nice spritual stuff....which is perfectly fine..but the fact that I want to know this person makes it difficult..am I suppose to find out how this person is from the attachments?Iike a detective;) don't get me wrong...I still like poetry and those kinda stuff and always admired it but now that I have lived here for a while and grown up a bit..it seems that some of the stuff I was so into and expected everyone to be into otherwise I wouldn't even wanted to speak to them attitude has changed...I guess I have learned to get to know people and their real self and not their outer shells...

I don't want to get a financial job!!! I don't like it...so thats the end of it...I want to get an engineering job...to all the CEOs out there;) I am ready to work even if it means I work there voluntarily...

I am going to an financial companies info session!!!Come on I am engineer...please hire me as an engineer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!please please...I promise to be good and do all the work...;)

Thank you God....I think this is completely true when they say when some doors of opportunites close on you..God will open other ones:) This exactly happened to me today...please please guide me to the direction you know is best suited for me...

Some times I wonder if physical attraction is that important that some people that live here is after...its weired I don't understand why if you want to know someone for marriage the physical attraction is number 1 criteria??I mean isn't it true that after a while your faces becomes very routine to both people? and its their souls that they see when they look at each other? and then its their behavior that can give a marriage strength or destroy it? I know that for my self I see people different at first but after few days I don't see them the same..I mean I just see their soul...its amazing how I don't understand a guy who is 33 years old still talks about physical attraction!!!and its not the case that I am not attractive but its the way guys think that amazes me everytime in this time and place!!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY:) Mommy I would be lost without your guidance...

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I can't believe the broke in the my thesis profs lab and stole his LT..and still he seems okay and was smiling!!!the sun must have risen from the south west...hope all this trouble I am putting Yip and Diasady through works and something comes out of it..I am so greatfull to them...You I just hope whatever I end up getting at I be happy...my dream job...MERCK and Some one to love...becoming independent...buying a house..car...etc..I think these are next goals...;) may be its too much or may be its not philpsophical any more...I don't know I have this urge to make something out of my life...I appreciate all the people who are helping along the way..I all my job agents..I love you all!!!both computeric agents and human ones;)

Its always fun to meet friends and go out with them:)specially a Greek restuarant!!Astoria was great..although even the small dishes were big for me!!!some times for no reason you think you are close to someone but its a fake feeling because its just what you want...anyways I hope I find the one who I am looking for..one thing that is interesting is how spontanous some people can be..it's amazing..I don't think I can ever be like that I have to plan it so to make sure everything goes okay...I don't know may be I am wrong...it seems heaven's doors are opening towards me;) I am getting messages from people for jobs..I hope I find something here in so I don't need to move...now that I don't go to school any more whenever for some reason I go back I can't shake the feeling that I don't belong there anymore...its like before I say hi to profs walking down the halls and chat with some of them...I guess life goes on...although with all the frustrations and stress U of T put me through I still miss it...